PLATE 04 · THE WRITING DESK

Essays and field notes

Writing that keeps me honest

The memoir ends. The reckoning keeps writing.

Essays on autism, grief, survival, love, Shadow, and the strange administration of becoming a person.

A dog sits beside a writing desk covered with pages, a notebook, and a coffee cup near a bright window
Desk study: pages, witness, unfinished sentences.
01 · CONTENTS

A contents page for the life after the ending.

The archive follows themes rather than algorithms, which feels like progress. Essays arrive as fragments, corrections, field notes, and attempts to name what survival left behind.

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Recovery is less montage, more paperwork, more weather, and more days when the dog still needs breakfast.

  1. 01Autism and identityThe cost of being effortless.
  2. 02Care and loveThe dog who kept showing up.
  3. 03Grief and survivalThe work of staying after the after.
  4. 04Field notesDispatches from the unfinished life.
Handwritten note from Katie to Chris reading: I'm sorry the president sucks. But everything WILL be alright.
Accession KC-06Political field note · Ink on folded card stock · Personal archive
ACTUAL HANDWRITING · NOT A FONT

Some truths arrived in marker before I knew how to write them myself.

Katie's handwritten words: everything WILL be alright

The site uses Katie's real marks only where she actually wrote them. It does not manufacture new sentences in her voice.

02 · THE GAZETTE

The Plymouth Sentinel and Canine Gazette

Local dispatches, suspicious wildlife, and the editorial judgments of a German Shepherd who has never once requested a brand strategy.

Filed under: humans requiring supervision.Shadow, Editor in Chief
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03 · LATEST DISPATCHES

The newest essays.

Fetched from Substack, cached on this site, and backed by a static editorial selection in case the internet has another personality disorder.

Jul 1, 2026

The Diagnosis Ceremony

A late autism diagnosis, a twelve-question intake form, and the hidden cost of appearing to need minimal support.

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Jun 30, 2026

Losing Your Identity After Loss

A conversation about grief, identity, and the disorienting middle after loss.

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Jun 28, 2026

The Plymouth Sentinel & Canine Gazette

A Victorian canine newspaper investigates environmental absurdity and the failure of human supervision.

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The site keeps a static editorial selection. The live Substack feed refreshes the archive when available.

04 · CONTINUE READING

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